death
when someone dies and it is of their own stupid ass choice(s), how are you supposed to go about dealing with that? (I hope one of my psychology classes teaches me about this…)?
wtf for the week 2
ok. so now I find that after I forget about all that other crap with her he has started talking to her again. This time using facebook so I cant see the records of it.( Must really suck for him that he just can’t seem to fool me) Anyway, I saw it all and he told her that we are apart (even though we weren’t). They weren’t saying anything real inappropriate, but it seems to me that the whole idea of keeping some girl a secret is a BIG PROBLEM. Right? Seriously, I feel like I’m going a little crazy here. I don’t want to bias that story to make me look good. I did look into his ‘private stuff’ but lets see.. which is worse? snooping? or having something to hide? Feel free to give as much advice as you want. I’m open to about any opinion on this one. ???
wtf for the week
So here is my wtf for the week. A few days ago my bf mentions that he is going to meet a girl from high school to chat for a few minutes. oK. So I get super curious. maybe a little too curious and maybe a little overbearing… anyway, I find that he spent 4 days in a row talking to her for hours in the middle of the night. 300 messages in 4 days. Problem? or am I just a jealous freak?
ugh
Ugh. I think I need someone to talk to that is outside of this little hectic life of mine. Everyone is so biased. That is the nice way of putting it.
who cares what you think
You think and think and think. And guess what!? Nobody cares about what you think. You are the only person that cares about what you think. Trust me. I know it is true. Do you honestly think that people go around caring about you, one measly person, think. No. They don’t. Do you do that? Walk around wondering what everyone in the world is thinking? Do you walk into a convenience store and stare in wonder at the clerk? No. At least I hope you don’t.
but, on the flip side. We all care a little about what others think of us. Don’t we? It seems only natural for us to do so. Still, we cannot flip that and start believing that every person cares about what we think.
I think that’s my problem. I think everyone cares what I think. I want someone to care what I think. But, that sounds like a pity party. I would rather not throw one, so I will say that there is definitely someone that I wish would care more about what I think. So, I accept that world doesn’t care what I think, but what if I just wanted that one person to?
